Berliner Abendpost - Two years after Hamas attack, Israelis mourn at Nova massacre site

More than 370 revellers were massacred when Palestinian militants crossed from Gaza into Israel in the early hours of October 7, 2023, attacking the music festival and several nearby communities.

On Tuesday at dawn, dozens of relatives returned to the site, embracing one another and mourning the dead, an AFP correspondent reported.

Tears streamed down mourners' faces as they turned toward photographs of loved ones -- wedding portraits, holiday snapshots, dancing scenes and countless smiling selfies -- most of them young, with their years of birth and death inscribed beneath.

At 6:29 am (0329 GMT) -- the precise time when Hamas launched its unprecedented attack -- the small crowd observed a minute of silence.

Orin Baron's 25-year-old daughter Yuval was among those killed.

"This is how we lived for two years. It's the worst feeling in the world," said Baron, recalling the evening before the attack, when she and Yuval had been laughing together in the kitchen.

Although she lives more than 100 kilometres (62 miles) away, Baron often returns to this patch of the Negev desert, where the former festival dance floor now resembles an open-air cemetery.

Tall metal poles stand like gravestones, each bearing a portrait of someone killed or taken hostage in the Hamas assault.

At their base bloom wild anemones -- red desert flowers -- which symbolise renewal in Israel's south, alongside children's drawings and small Israeli flags.

- Like 'yesterday' -

Now 57, Baron has stopped working to devote herself to preserving her daughter's memory.

Yuval had just bought her wedding dress and died beside her fiance, 33-year-old Moshe Shuva.

"I think it's very important that people will know from the first place the real stories, not like what they read or heard or something like that," said Baron.

As she carefully cleaned Yuval and Moshe's memorial and arranged fresh flowers, others lit candles or kissed photographs of their loved ones.

Two young men, who had arrived before dawn, rolled joints while listening to electronic music.

At 6:29 am, they turned off the music and observed the minute of silence.

"Three of our beloved friends unfortunately died here," Alon Musnikov, 28, who survived the attack, told AFP.

"And today... two years after the incident... we still (can't) believe it really happened," Musnikov said.

On that day, Musnikov was among a group of 10 festivalgoers. Only seven returned home alive.

"We live the trauma every day... it feels as if it happened yesterday," the law student said, his face tense.

- 'Inexcusable' -

In the distance, the muffled echo of artillery and explosions drifted from the Gaza Strip.

"I don't hear it. The first time that I was here, it was very frightening, but now, I don't feel anything," Baron said.

Karen Shaarabany, whose 21-year-old daughter Sivan was killed, said she heard explosions each time she visited the site.

"Honestly, in a way we like it," said Shaarabany, 57.

"Obviously, I would like it (the Gaza war) to be finished, but so long as it's not finished, I don't want calm.

"Why should they have the calm? Why should their (lives) be calm?"

She recalled, minute by minute, the ordeal of Sivan and her four friends, who tried to flee the festival site as it came under attack but were forced to turn back.

The last message came at 8:10: "They're shooting at us. We're hiding. I'm scared."

Sivan had attended the festival with four friends.

Only one returned alive, Shaarabany said, gently brushing the dust from the memorials of the four young women who died.

"What happened here is inexcusable," she said, holding back tears.

I.Pfeiffer--BlnAP